Wondering...

I can't stop thinking and repeating the following words: "what if I..." "If only I..." "by now I would be..." "Should this, should that...”

These words keep spinning around my head, they do not seem to stop wondering around and also going nowhere. What are these questions? I ask myself. Well to tell you the truth, these are all questions and sayings that none of us have an answer for. They are in future and/ or past sentence. The more and more I try to come up with an assumption by trying to answer one of these thoughts, the more I am running away from facing reality.

Last night I went to see the Drs again. I'd like to think it went well, I just wish I could fast forward the days and just be done with this. They tested my ears again with the audiology test. The results came up positive this time, my left ear seemed to be recognizing some sounds but yet not enough to recognize what they were. It seems like the cortisone treatment and the absolute rest that they prescribed me with its working but we still have ways to go with it before I can travel back to the States.

Here is another little distraction I felt like doing today, thank goodness for Photoshop he is becoming my Bff!!

Thank you so much for every single one of you who has been following up my blog, truly means a lot all the support I receive from each one of you, take care and we will talk soon!